The Tears of Tearing Her Heart Out (2025) is a performance that combines baking with intimacy with the ongoing process of healing from childhood trauma. It uses cake-making, cake-tasting, monologues, and writing to create a shared sensory experience. The performance reveals unresolved emotional struggles in mother-daughter relationships and sisterhood. The inspiration came from countless times the artist made Basque cheesecake with her friend, 지희 Jeehee, who is like family and has had similar experiences. The artist turns the heartening moments spent baking, personal memories, and conversations with 지희 Jeehee into a narrative about toxic family relationships and childhood trauma. The revised recipes, interwoven with the artist’s writings and monologues, metaphorically represent the process of rewriting childhood memories and the power of solidarity in the pursuit of personal psychological autonomy. In the end, the work acts as a letter full of love and kindness to her dear friend 지희 Jeehee, her younger self, and anyone who has carried family pain for a long time—“You have been loved. You are loved. You are not alone.”

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《眼濕濕的她》（2025）是一場將烘焙、親密關係及持續療愈童年創傷的過程揉為一體的表演作品。蛋糕的製作和品嚐、藝術家的獨白與書寫, 投射出藝術家曾與家人般的摯友지희（Jeehee）在異國他鄉時, 無數個促膝長談及烘焙巴斯克芝士蛋糕的時光; 並呈現了兩個相似的生命軌跡 和成長回憶,如何通過這些共處的日子,轉化為對原生家庭和童年創傷的敘事,揭開了自身在母女和姊妹關係中仍未能梳理好的情感與掙扎。藝術家以一讀一寫一聞一嚐邀請現場的觀眾帶著不同的感官,進入這段情感的敘說和自我舔舐。重複修改的食譜、解剖般的書寫和呢喃的獨白,交織出對重寫童年記憶和重構自主內心力量的隱喻。最終,這件作品化身為滿載愛與善意的鴻雁,致親愛的지희（Jeehee）、年少的自己、長期承受家庭痛苦的人及每一位見自如面的人—「你曾被愛，你正被愛，你並不孤單。」

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Photo by Scarlett Hung Sheung Yi and edited by the artist​​

Special thanks to Christina Tam